Everything in God's hand

It may appear to you that I am angry.

It may appear to you that I do not care anymore. 

It may appear to you that you did something wrong. 

It may appear to you that I am ignorant.

But that is only what you think. 

There is so much that you do not know. 

You do not know this is God's will. 

You do not know that I have been thinking and praying about it ever since anything happened. 

You do not know that I have been testing God to show me the signs, to reaffirm that it is His will. 

You do not know that I have been disobedient to God till finally. 

This is a nice picture. I just feel like uploading it. :)

Ps is right, seasons change. 

I am moving on, and I hope you are too. 

Not moving on to find someone else new. But to focus on the things in life that really matters. 

To be obedient to my parents and honour God. 

You and I know its not meant to be, not now. 

Time will be the judge, if this is real. Or merely just a stage of life every teenager face.

If it is real. God will make a way. 

But only in His timing, not ours.

and I will keep my promise. We will still be friends.